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Dec. 26th, 2012

Edzio

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Feb. 18th, 2010

Edzio

LJ layout

Hello :) if anyone would like to "do" or help me with creating a layout, I am really bored with this one, I have pics that I want to use and colors but other than that I am really open to anything. I am frustrated with trying to do it myself, so if anyone is bored and would like to create one for me :) reply to this.

Thank you in advance :):):)

Dec. 13th, 2009

Edzio

So....finally I belive that dreams really do come true!

Wow it seems like its been forever since I wrote here, and I just read my last post, so much has changed since then, I can finally say that we are expecting, yup I'm 12 weeks pregnant today! and as much as my little belly is sort of there I still cannot believe that it acutally happened. After many many blood works, invasive ultrasounds, ovulation monitoring, operations, biopsies, hormone treatments, shots to my stomach, and numerous pills - now they are basically a distant memory. We had so much support from friends, family, even strangers that I felt really overwhelmed how people can really be nice and tell you that they are praying for you to get our miracle. This time around, it was different cause I finally started thinking positive, and it just felt right,I didn't shut down like every other cycle we tried to get pregnant, I told myself that this is it, that this year its going to happen, cause we deserve this, and I deserve this, and this would be the best christmas present ever, and when we went through IUI and I had to wait two weeks for the bloodwork, all through out that time I was just praying and staying positive and talking to my belly (yup I'm crazy like that) and telling her/him to grow and be healthy. So this year started off rough but its ending so well that nothing else matters, and I would like to thank all of you, who have been giving me support, praying with me and even those who unknowingly help me get through this tough time by writing stories, posting your own creative things, that helped me be distracted enough not to have time to feel sorry for myself and be depressed, so thank you again from me, my hubby and the little dream that is growing inside my belly! Stay positive, think positive believe and dreams will come true. hugs and kisses!

(my scanner sucks, I was going to post a pic of the ultrasound so maybe next time :(
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Jun. 26th, 2009

Edzio

I've been living under a rock....well....sort of....

It's been a while, no real excuse, I don't expect anyone to read this, its for my own purging of some thoughts, or maybe someone will have something to say, if they read this....

I have been through a lot lately, been battling with choosing what to do with life situations, I have written before about issues with infertility and wanting a child desperately...this has reached its peak i think. About a week ago I still had hope that we would have adopted a child from my home country, but there are very stupid laws there and we cant...after speaking to a lawyer who deals with adoptions they basically told us that Canada and Poland do not have an agreement to adopt newborns, so basically we might have had a shot to complete the adoption in Poland but would not be able to bring the baby over to Canada, we had a lady who wanted to give up her baby for us, she basically just gets pregnant and leaves them in the hospital, well maybe not all of them, she has 5 kids at home, she left 3 already in the hospital and this is her 9th pregnancy, what makes me angry that we could've given this unborn angel a home, a great life in Canada, but laws are preventing it and now the child will be left in the hospital, will most likely end up in foster home and ...i don't know I am just very angry about that.

so, after being very depressed and just refusing to do much, other than breathe and go to work (cause I had to) we decided to go to a local adoption agency.

we paid the initial fee, and now got all the applications. this is where the issues begin.

I am scared, cause we have soooo much to do, a homestudy, some other course, tons and tons of paperwork, and now that I read the application, we have to do a profile book. how do u talk about yourself? how do you basically sell yourself? and sound truthful and normal? the birth parents will be looking at this book and either like us or not... I know I am nice girl, and I am caring and I love to help people and am sort of creative I guess, but how do you write about yourself? can anyone help me with this?? we have to pick pictures and talk about our family and stuff, I don't even know where to begin....

my only good thing that sort of takes me away from all this emotional turmoil is reading! and as my latest obession is everything twilight, i thank you all who write, create and talk about twilight, cause it makes me really happy :) even if it is for a moment.

I think I am done.....for now.
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Feb. 5th, 2009

Edzio

I created a journal for sharing LOVE stories :)

Hello my dear friends, I have created another journal for collecting love stories, if you are interested at all please follow the link and hopefully u can contribute to my "research" I would very much appreciated if you do. thank you in advance. :)

http://lovestoriesasia.livejournal.com/

Dec. 5th, 2008

Edzio

Looking for a pic....

Hello my fellow twilighters :) I am looking for the original picture my icon came from (look at the icon :) if anyone has it please post it for me or let me know where I can get it, also one from the prom scene, when Edward leans in for Bellas neck :) thanks in advance. :):):)

Sep. 12th, 2008

Edzio

Book recommendations

Hello :) I was wondering if anyone can recommend any "Twilight saga-like" books, but really G or PG-13 rating, my friend's daughter has to read tons of books for school and she is into the vampires (thanks to me :) so I would love for her to keep reading. If anyone has read any similar books please let me know. thanks a lot. :)

Jul. 21st, 2008

Edzio

newest obsession...

I have a new obsession thanks to ALAINA :) TWILIGHT saga! oh yeah, i got it bad! dreaming of Edward... dreaming of being a vampire...i cant even explain...if anyone hasnt read those books yet...i strongly recommend you do - i compaired most of the descriptions that the author makes of Edward's eyes and how he feels about Bella to Alaina's Serendipity, so if you loved that you will truly love this series.... off to dreaming about a beautiful vampire :) thank you again Alaina! oh...and if anyone shares my obsession than please let me know, the more people to obsess this with the better!

May. 30th, 2008

Edzio

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Happy Birthday Lore :):):)I hope you are having a great day!

hugs and kisses :)

Feb. 3rd, 2008

Edzio

Happy birthday to me...

so...the big 30... so far not so good... sick... coughing, sneezing, etc. is not the way I would like to spend my birthday. This morning came back from my birthday weekend getaway to Florida - 80F was awesome compare to the snow storm that we got here..its kind of depressing to think that just 24 hours ago i was sitting on the beach with a drink saying its soooo hot here, and now I am freezing :( but that is what you get for living in here I guess...it was fun...will post pics as soon as I upload them.

:) hugs and kisses to my friendlist :)

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